One day for her

She used to dream of one day, One day when she will go to the heights of the mountains, One day when she will reveal the scars of the moon, One day when she can beat the sun, One day when she will just dive in the depths of the seas, One day she hoped…

Bits n pieces!

I met u , feeling lonely U made me feel complete but in bits and pieces. I saw u,with eyes wide open U made my dreams come true but in bits and pieces. I talked to u, with my full heart U told me Ur secrets but in bits and pieces. I waited for u,…

Her Tales#1

She has always been this chirpy,even in her 50sshe is still the child we all have to be inside ourselves.She is full of colours,vibrant,full of life.She is full of stories oflove,life,attempts.She plays rolesyet she is always within. ~axialmind

Reliving life?

Dear diary,All of a sudden it felt all dark! Where was I? It felt almost like I was floating. I couldn’t feel any load of my physical self. Suddenly my eyes opened to a bright white light and then it went dim. I was walking but there was no ground. It felt like I was…

In front of you!!

I fumble to pour my heart out in front of you? But Why, I often think about this question, And go down into the stream of layers that I have within my preoccupied mind. I get confused in front of you? But Why, I often invite this doubt inside my heart to rely, And always…

Calmness of the shout

I find myself calm in the shoots of the shout, I remain open to the inbox of my doubts, I juggle sometimes with the precision of their mouths, I imagine very often how they can’t find the peace of the louds?

The journey.

We all have our journeys to go through or to go to, Some take it, some make it, some pass on it, some take the task on it, Few consider it a goal, some call it as decisive role, others name it as a whole, Keeping their highs low, seeping in their heatrs’s glow, beeping…

Rebirth

Once i gave up the mind halting loop of past confusions, Once i stepped into to the laboratory of self solutions, Once i shut out all judgemental calls of the inner un- cell booth, Once i resumed my life plays with zeal of new voot, Once i closed my brain to the deterioratory excuse of…

Let it go.

It isn’t easy the first time or be it the last one, Still people give you millions of reasons to shun, No matter how hard you try, No matter how far you cry, No matter how much you deny, In the end, you have to let it go…. You have to give yourself what makes…

Sometimes!!!

Sometimes i feel to run away from the hectic schedule of my thinking timings Sometimes i just relax with my simplest idea of being alone Sometimes i wanna get away with the flow of wind of my recital ringings Sometimes just roam around to hike up the swirling stroms Sometimes i get creep up with…

Forever!!

Yes, we do fight. Yes,we are far a little more slight. You keep me annoyed frequently and i too give your bother a height. Keeping ourselves strong, we sometimes loose on the “our” sight. For us it also started passionately, as they say it, knowing all the differences despite. I became fond of you and…

Reviving you!

Confused? Over-massed in your minds? Do all of us are like that or we have some gems out there those who don’t get affected and are always giving life to others by showing the right path to them. Getting yourself a right path? Is it easier than we think or does it comes naturally? A…

Realisation!

Shuffling right through my mind again and again, Clearing the tar aside , Snooping inside the unused thoughts, Arranging the main items of the present situation, Suddenly i found a mostly viewed but unused thought of mine called “realisation”….

Expectations!!!

Growing big in my mind ,these small bits rolled my world upside down Bruising my heart in it’s blue ink, changed the rythmic mode of my beats Seeping inside my body, got me crazyily fell into it’s operating moves Dictating my tongue , pierced some of the hearts to my nearest Filtering the voices to…

Running away!

Waiting for my turn , sitting in the closet of my moods , kicking the best of me aside ,i asked myself “does the way i actually wanted it, got it?” Brushing the whole world aside ,wanting to know more of me, gotten in the self-consuming mode,i asked myself “does i have a better version…

Still here?

Being in a rush, suddenly saw myself in the morning mirror Have i made the arrangements or the changements? Fixing my myself in the row of life,saw myself moving away Have i made the “my choices” or accepted ignoring “my voices” Holding tight the grip of relationships,saw myself falling apart Have i crafted my life…

Missing !

Is it the lonely part of me ,or somone else’s Is it the cracking self of me ,or the picture of ur souvenirs Is it the fragrance of my insights,or the remains of ur delights Is it the greed of my selfish heart,or ur escapes Is it the the dialogue of my inner voice ,or…

In-decency!

Do u really want me to politely speak ur ugly truths all the time? Do u really want to see evil fantasies knitted in my mind? Do u really want me to understand your selfish self-made anger ? Do u really want me to keep the already broken promises to u? Do u really want…

Second love !

Does it really exists,or we just assume it to be resting on our heartless cuts ? Is it like we want it for something to forget,or just being selfishly grabbing whatever we get? Do we really believe in the latter,or just faking it to us to get the feel of just better? Are we sleeping…

Freely captured?

We all are captured!!! aren’t we? Some are captured behind bars,some are knocking their scars, Some want to be totally true,some have hardly even grew, Some are between the cheats,some inside sheets, Some want themselves to know,some are trying a bit to owe, Some pretend to be joyous,some are insanely pious, Some hate to being…

The pain!

Carrying me in his arms ,he swept away my sleepy nights, Boosting me with deadness,kept on increasing my ability for it, Befriending me for lifelong ,he played with my heart over and over again, Wrecking me tremendously,seeded me with the mind that drained, Keeping me in it’s heart , he besided everyone else from my…

A Letter

Gathering the memories to pen down on the sheets, I realised some of them got blemished in my mind’s pleats, Going through that lane once again, It made my heart cry loud for all those moments of sane and insane, I tried to bring every essence of us in it, But in the middle i…

Maa💜

We became friends just by a thought, you started nurturing it and I came into reality, Ever since you held me , you made yourself a promise never to loose the grip , Those sleepless nights i gave you, those cravings ,those dreams , it was you who made me but still you called me…

Satisfaction?

Sometimes one text from a loved ones, Sometimes lagging your body behind the soul runs, Sometimes in the cup of tea, Sometimes in the real magic of nature that world can’t see, Sometimes listening the stories of past, Sometimes playing with the shadows that life casts, Sometimes getting a scolding from parents, Sometimes getting a…

Careless confusions?

Giving me a world of guilty desires to live in, Entertaining me with the classiness of their sheen, Making me see through their broken screen, Pampering me by the untruthfulness of what they actually mean, Walking down the road of lax with having me and my whole brain, Forcing me to be a puppet of…

A ticket to nature!!!

Ever went to the heaven these amber clouds take us through? Ever checked the speciality of the skies blue? Ever had a glamorous party sitting between the sparkly stars ? Ever noticed carefully moon’s ravishing scars? Ever caught the beauty of brightening sun in Ur brains? Ever twirled urself in the titillating springy rains? Ever…

My magicman…

You made me believe in your angel, You always made ways for me out of each trouble, You made me laugh whenever i was in pain, You made me cry also for my own gain, You made me believe in the magic of the stars , You are one who truly loved me despite of…

Then why did i do it?

M not feeling any superior by giving an old lady a 10 coin,then why did I do it? M not the only one offering seat to that pregnant woman, then why did I do it? M not the single person who applauds the beauty of someone,then why did I do it? M not the only…

will u be there with me?

Everytime I used to meet a person I used to ask will you be there with me? Everytime I used to feel alone I used to ask my loneliness will u be there with me? Everytime I used to loose I used to ask it will u be there with me? Everytime I used to…

What are we up to?

Sipping my tea , looking outside the window, A tickling question  knocked my mind like a shooting bow. What are we up to? As homosapiens we have the unbeatable tendency to immitate, Have we ever perceived the axis about which life rotate. What are we up to? Fanciful world of ours is much easier than…